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| where do i go wrong? how do i always end up in the big brother / good friend role? not saying it's a bad thing, but i'm fairly sure i'm over my weirdness and sure would like to give a relationship another chance. i know i'm not the best looking dude, or the smartest or the funniest, but i'm not the worst looking or dumbest or blandest. am i?
clue me in, brutal honesty encouraged. | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment  |
| one year ago today saint jude played our first show with breathing fire, the holy mountain and asshole parade. that's one hell of a first show. we've been pretty fucking lucky for a new band. over the past year we've played with some incredible bands and met some incredible people. got to see old friends and faces, and thoroughly rock them. this has been the best experience of my life, except ya know, help raise and watch my sister grow up.
so here's a little list, just for myself, to see where i've been, and where i'm going.
bands i've played with in the past year in alphabetical order:
a headache this big, acid reflux, argentinum astrum, asshole parade, backstabbers inc, black skies, bloodwolf, breathing fire, broadway calls, brutal no 2, call the cops, casket, christ all fucking mighty, citizen fish, civil defense, down to nothing, dr fuck yeah, dropdead, dysentery, four horse, fuck the facts, gunshot wound, have heart, hekseri, hirudinea, hivesmasher, holy fuck, hulk out, i destroyer, i rise, in dire need, legions, macerated, maintain, man the conveyors, mdc, mehkago nt, meltdown, minderaser, monolith, mother night, municipal waste, nadir, oiltanker, paint it black, phobia, pisschrist, rampage, regurgitate, religious as fuck, righteous jams, ringworm, ruiner, she rides, skeletonwitch, soul control, spring break! north korea, strike anywhere, suffering bastard, sworm enemy, the catalyst, the curtain of night, the degenerics, the first step, the holy mountain, the measure (sa), the riverboat gamblers, the roller, thy will be done, to the wolves, tournament, toxic holocaust, trap them, unholy goatfucker, verse, yard work
not bad for a years work.
unfortunately, our bassist rob has quit. he'll still be playing in howl, so, good for him. | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | mew - apocalypso | | Security: | | | Time: | 02:50 am |
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| i'm home from tour.
everything feels synthetic. manufactured. i haven't adjusted to leaving or coming back. i have nothing. my cat doesn't recognize me. my head is weird. i need sleep. tomorrow, new day. new tattoo. new job. new cuddle parters.
i'm going to do my best from now on. i'm not afraid. i survived.
i got into a bar brawl in indianapolis.
goodbye. | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| right now, as i'm typing this, my feet are the coldest they've ever been. fuck a whole lot of this.
so, saint jude is going on tour and we need to save up a bunch of money, so we're going to give you a good punk rock show in return for a few bucks.
here's the scoop :
HULK OUT saint jude civil defense conversions (from boston, oh so so so fucking good) oiltanker (from CT, heavy heavy heavy, like his hero is gone and disrupt, it's awesome) the kensingtons
as220 (115 empire st providence ri) sunday december 16th 9pm $6
bring friends. bring family. bring pets. bring yourselves.
also, feel free to repost this. | comments: Leave a comment  |
| in order :
virginia beach baltimore, with a layover in bedussy asheville cloud nine / top of the world | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| if i were to win the lottery, the first thing i'd buy after real estate for the fams would be wolverine's first appearance in the incredible hulk.
just in case i do win, here's proof of it.
i have all of september out of work, so if you're from out of town, come on down, we'll be adorable. | comments: Leave a comment  |
| almost everything kinda sucks.
i just saw an edible arranements van drive by. i'm gonna get one and celebrate something.
anything, dammit.
congrats to all those who deserve it.
i smell the beef jerky i used to eat when i was 8. i want to be eating it again. only so i could be 8.
go sox! | comments: Leave a comment  |
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| ...and all of my thoughts are of you.
spiritualized is really good at writing songs to forever be stuck in my head.
it's too pretty outside to be real. i'm going to it now. the siren song of nice weather can no longer be ignored.
i'm clean. | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
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